i have to admit something. everything you thought i thought was meaning-less last year meant everything to me. when i kissed you all i wanted was for you to kiss me back. im sorry this year went the way it did. both for how i treated you and how i was treated by others. i dont regret anything we've done, what people know and dont know. i hope one day you feel the same way about yourself as i feel about you. because everything i tell you is true. you're so amazing and sexy and beautiful and i just want to spend every minute with you. ill always love you. and want to be with you for a very very long time. <#